MY NAME IS ELIZABETH DARCY BUCK

BUT YOU CAN CALL ME LIZZIE BUCK

reading & play series idea

reading a lot again, like i used to as a girl... or like i used to before college i guess.

bought bill hick's bio/collection of material at b&n today in honor of writing something i could be proud of...

thinking of writing a series of adapted plays from my interpretations of the full albums i listen to like a hawk... trying to hear the message/story, etc.


AMAZING life affirming quotes in this Bill Hicks book....

beauty school drop in

thinking of beauty school to pursue a day job to support what i'm majoring to do in college.

...you should see what i just did to my eyebrows. now that's fucking magic!

the kentucky cycle

my leave of absence from performing and arts education, since starting pre ballet at age three till smashing a guitar on stage at age twenty-one, lasted over a year.


once a mystery to me, i have learned to load a gun, point it at my target, pull the trigger; and hit.

i feel a lot less anxious, knowing what it need to take for me to kill. control is sexy.

what does this say about me

muholland drive is the type of movie that leaves the audience admitting, "i didn't get it.", when the credits began rolling when i viewed it in may i totally got it. so much that it left me kind of creeped out cause it hit so close to home.

unraveling of reality allows a person to begin abstract thinking; but normalcy doesn't disappear unless something rocked that person's soul. traumatically.

once your brain is able to make sense out of the unrelatable; your illogical logic will just come off a bit insane. then you learn to shut up.

goodbye yellow brick road, by elton john

motivation

on my walk to class, i thought the idea of denying myself nourishment until writing ten pages each day would be a fantastic motivator.

i'm not sure if english breakfast tea and cigarettes will count as nourishment, even if the idea of being a tea drinker and hand rolled cigarette smoker is appealing to my writer-image.

just not the same anymore

just not the same anymore
it's really depressing trying to live a better life
parliament light 100s were such a good distraction.
and diet coke (in a can)
or living in a total mess